Mehhh.

Alright. Last post until Wednsday night or Thursday. Joy. But you know what this post is going to be filled with? Yup you guessed it. Missing Manny.

The guy who was once mine. The breath takingly amazing guy, who at one point in my life, I got to call my own. I want him back. I want to be his again. I want him to be mine again. I want that fragile hope that one day, I could be in his arms. That little spark of amazement and happiness, is what made me feel better. Manny is and will always be, the greatest guy to ever exist in this universe. No matter what anyone says. I am in love with him even if he isn't in love with me. Of course, it hurts. I just want him back. I feel like my heart is missing. Manny my heart is still in your hands. It always will be.

Even though you may not want my heart for that long.

Like Interpol says, you make me want to pick up a guitar to celebrate the million ways that I love you. You amazed me from day 1 believe it or not. I really wish I could tell you how much I love you but no words are even strong enough to do so. There isn't even enough words to explain it. Manny you will always be the most amazing and incredible guy who I will love forever. Nothing can stop me from loving you. No amounts of heart break, death, anything, can stop me from loving you. Ever. I love you I love you I love you.